After a few days

Hi. It has been only a few days since I've said that I've fallen for someone. Make no mistake, I really did fell head over heels for her but I think there is nothing I could do but watch her from a far. Sounds sad, I know. Can't be helped I guess, from what I've learned, she is far too good for me. I mean, she's quite religious and the fact that I might not even have a chance because I am not in the same religion as her is already frightening.

There's also the fact that I might have screwed it up by rushing it with getting her phone number too early. That's all on me folks. I am totally clueless in the art of woo-ing a woman and I'm afraid even after this, I still know nothing. Sigh.

I wish I could just meet a girl who plays game and understand the awkwardness of a shy geek and accepts that. That's a bit too much to ask but I'll just ask for it anyway. Who knows? Maybe the perfect girl will just pop into my life. Maybe the one I'm liking now would actuallt give me a chance. Maybe I would even be alone forever. Can't leave that one out. Well I'll just have to wait and see.

Thanks for reading and I'll try to update more of this blog soon.