Sleep Deprived

Okay no greetings here, just here to say that I haven't been able to sleep at all. Last night, I did some assignment and played some games so I didn't sleep and went straight to work thinking that I would be able to sleep right after. Turns out I was wrong.

I lay motionlessly on my bed with so many things on my mind that I couldn't even fall asleep for a minute. I just lay there for more than 5 hours till I just had enough and just decided to do something else.

My brain is hurting like hell, most probably because of the lack of rest. The assignment is still not finished but I can't even read the articles I found because my brain hurts like hell. Lastly, I don't know if I'll be able to sleep tonight because I have to go to work in the morning.

I'm so gonna be late with the assignment and I don't even care. I'm giving myself till Wednsday to finish it. Who cares about 4 marks. Just as long as I can do my assignment properly and not in this catatonic state. My body can't even afford a spin on this chair without throwing up. Sigh.

Fucked

I'm so fucked, 1.5k word assignment and I decided to change my topic today. Good job Faizal.

Now, I have crap loads of shit to read and the only word in my report that's already written is 'Introduction'. Really gonna die if I procrastinate more than I already am. Look at me now, writing for some stupid blog that no one even reads so that he could stall.

Well, to be honest, I'm blaming this all on the topic of human resource. I can't find shits for research and I finally reached a dead end last night. AAARGH FUCK!!! SERVICE QUALITY YOU BETTER NOT BE LIKE THAT!!!

Finally

Finally!! I have some off days to concentrate on my assignment! Come on assignment, I'm ready for you!!

Sweater = Douche

Hi all. It's me again with some updates with my life. Today, I went to the South Wharf DFO for some shopping. DFO is a factory outlet with lots of shops, to put it simply, it's a mall where everything is on sale, or something like that.

I went there with Chee and Azeem. I personally had a great time and I even bought myself a super nice sweater from Gap using my pay that I got yesterday. It's thick and comfy so I'm all set for winter or whatever's left after I come back.

So the 'sweater' part of the story's done. Here's the 'douche' part. I totally feel like a douche today. I kinda bragged about the sweater to everyone and I feel so bad about it. Okay that might not be so bad but I kinda hurt someone else's feeling as well. I felt so fucking bad to the point that I have to write this blog just to say it. I shall not put the name of the person but I am soooooo sorry and you should be mad at me. Sigh. Sorry :(

Well now that's left is to apologize to that person properly.

Little creatures

Hello. I'm finally back with some pictures of a cafe. I went to a super nice place near Chee's place in brunswick street. It's called Little Creatures Dining Hall.

The place is huge! It was most probably a factory and the way it was decorated is awesome. The coffee was good but I still prefer my restaurant's. But I really like the atmosphere and I definitely recommend anyone here in Melbourne to go there at least once.

Kinda Worried

Hello and thanks for reading this dreaded blog of mine. As you can see from the title, I'm kinda worried. Worried of what you ask? Its my assignment. Pretty worried that I might not be able to finish it.

Heck, to be honest, I'm super worried. I haven't even started on the shit. Just read a few articles and I keep thinking to myself that I'm in deep shit. Staff Management or Human Resource isn't something you just dip your toes into. It is so fucking complicated that I couldn't even understand half of what I was reading.

I'm thinking of changing the topic altogether since I haven't even started the god damn literary review. What kind of management theories should I choose? Hmm. Any ideas would be greatly appreciated. Please and thank you.

Again, Peaches. (Seriously Faizal??? Peaches?!!?)

Getting Bested

Hello all. Faizal here with the update that's not worth reading. I've been super busy lately. Juggling work and school is super hard and I totally did'nt expect this. I have a 1500 words literary review due in 3 weeks and I haven't written a single word. Just read a few journal articles. It is really getting the better of me.

Work haven't gotten any better either, I'm not getting less hours like I asked and looks like I won't be getting it anytime soon. Stress all around. What mess have I gotten into by working there.

Starting from now, I won't meddle with the politics in the workplace unless I really have to. Not even when they ask you. Sigh I'm getting trashed here with work and I'm super stressed with the assignment. Wish I could just have a pause button so I can rest and do my assignments and not worry about work.

On another note, I'm so into cafes and coffee right now so if I have any free time I'll try to go to a nice cafe and take pics of the place and coffee. Assuming I have time which I don't think I'll have till I finish my assignment. Hah but who cares. I might need to unwind soon so if its not coffee it'll be alcohol, you'll know soon enough.

Woah

Woah, sorry for the double post the other day. As you can see, I was tipsy and could not think straight. Anyways, I finally had an off day after almost 2 weeks of continuous working. It was super refreshing.

So what I did was so simple actually. It started out yesterday after my last shift. Hung around the apartment and watched some tv and went out to dinner with some of my friends at Taco Bill, and yeah it was awesome! Then I played Ultimate Marvel vs Capcom 3 with friends from Clayton for around 2 hours. League of Legends came after and I finally slept at 6am. One would think I would just sleep through the whole day and rest up but no!

I woke up at 7.30 becaue I think my body is so used to waking up in the morning and I just chilled and did some research for my assignment till 10 and I felll asleep again. Woke up the 2nd time at 3 and went out with Chee, Azeem and Eugene to Manchester Press (AWESOME COFFEE!!). Then Gene brought us to eat some nice potato wedges somewhere in Swanston St, thanks Gene, it was super nice as well.

After we finish hanging out, it was 7pm so I needed to find dinner so me and Rui Wei went to Guk Bab and ate some superb Korean hot plate. Full to the max right now and I'm super happy with this off day. Actually did some work and enjoyed myself a whole lot. What a nice way to spend my long awaited off. :)

Tipsy

I'm fucking tipsy right now. My head wont stop spinning I tell you. Is this what u call being drunk?

Dah la Ada kerja esok. Sigh

Tipsy

I'm fucking tipsy right now. My head wont stop spinning I tell you. Is this what u call being drunk?

Dah la Ada kerja esok. Sigh

Threats

Threats are not really known to me. Never really used them, nor have I been threaten by someone before. It is also one of the big baddies of evil. Threatening someone is just plain wrong and being threaten by someone could lead to some nasty stuffs as well, or so I heard.

Well, imagine someone threatening you to do this or else he/she will do something that'll affect your life as you know it. Would that hurt you? Would that give you stress or even have some disturbing thoughts for example hurting them? It does to me.

I've been a victim (no other words are appropriate here :P), of this cruel thing. By my manager of course. Who else would it be. She's been ruining my recent life here in Melbourne and looks like she's fallen deeper into my hate pit. The threat was actually very simple, but she said it twice already and I'm in no good mood to just sweep it under the rug and play stupid either. Basically she threatened to fire me if I don't do a better job or ask for less hours in the work place. Well, I can't stress the fact that I've only gotten 2 off days for the past month. Yes, 2 and you're saying that I'm working so little? Fuck you bitch.

This Monday, I'm heading to William Angliss and see Julie (the lady who's in charge of this internship) and explain this matter to her. If all goes well, I'll quit that fucked up place and hope you die in a ditch bitch. Hey, that rhymes. Finally something good today. Sigh.

Edit: Didn't see Julie today, decided to suck it all up and wait till Friday and see what happens.

Hyper

I'm feeling so hyper right now. Drank a 2 shot regular latte and I'm feeling super good. Please please please let this feeling stay.