OH YEAH

OH YEAH! FUCK YOU THROWERS.

Only people who plays MOBA's (League of Legends mostly) will understand this . Sigh.

Clean

What a lovely Saturday this is. Isn't it? I didn't sleep last night because my sleeping times are all fucked up now. So now I'm trying my best to fix it. The last time I tried to fix it, I ended up sleeping for 19 hours and screwed it even more.

Yesterday was kinda fucked up as well. I was supposed to go out in the morning and buy groceries and souvenirs and shit. Guess what? I fell asleep at around 9am and woke up at 10 at night. Told everyone I took a nap at 4 and woke up at 10 to get them off my backs. Couldn't handle anymore "You're crazy!" or "What the hell is wrong with you?".

It's 11.42 right now and I'm actually going to a Bersih rally in the afternoon to help Chee with his assignment. To be honest, I don't have a clue to what Bersih actually is. Just know that the government of Malaysia is opposing the rally. Meh~ Came to Australia to get away from Malaysia and all the crap but lookie here, the shit can even get this far. Who would've thought?

Alright then, enough with this ramble, I'm on a caffeine high from the strong latte I just had. Still tired as hell but high as well. :O

WEESNAW !! (need something to end the post without leaving it hanging.)

ps. If you don't know weesnaw. search for it along with spongebob in google. :)

19 hours

Oh my god. I actually slept for 19 hours straight. I'm not shitting you. I don't know why but yesterday I was super tired. So I decided to take a nap and wake up after 3 hours or so. Who would've thought I'll be waking up the next day. Wow. Super hungry now so I shall find something to eat.

Wake Up

Good morning everyone. Yes, I just woke up. It's 4.45 pm here in Melbourne and I've woken up late once again. It's just not possible for me to wake up early anymore. Stupid League of Legends keeping me awake at night.

Luckily it's not like yesterday. Yesterday I woke up at 6.30 and just ditched two plans and one of em was a freaking date as well. Argh damn it. No worries, I got to postpone it to after this. So I shall go now because I need to shower and shit. Yep, literally shit. Bye.

Noisy and Boring

Damn, went to a club called.... err.. whatever just now. It was totally lame. So small, so noisy and just plain boring. Nothing to do there except sit or dance. Because of my insufficient skill in dancing, I opted for the first option. But I still went to the dancefloor a few times. Just couldn't have much fun. But Faizal, in a club, you should drink so you could enjoy the night more. Well, I have been sober for a few months I think. I only had coke tonight and I'm actually proud of myself. But still, a couple of glassess of chivas would be nice.

Oh well. Not going to go clubbing anytime soon I guess. Boring as fuck when you can't drink and you don't dance. I actually want to go back and play League of Legends the whole time. But now that I'm home, I remembered that my friends are practicing by themselves for an upcoming tournament in Malaysia that I can't participate. Sad case. Sigh. Now I'm just going to watch some 'How I Met Your Mother' and 'The Big Bang Theory'. Night guys!

Lost Again

Woah, I hate yesterday and today. Have been losing non-stop in League of Legends and DoTA 2. I hate this. I need a smooth game. Fuck delay. I've been coping with delay for so long that I don't even remember what a smooth game feels like.

18 more days till my flight. 17 days left to pass up my 3000 word report. OH THE HORROR. Need to do some souvenir shopping as well.

ON ANOTHER NOTE. PLEASE, ANYONE WHO'S READING THIS. PLEASE PRAY FOR MY GRANDMOTHER. SHE'S IN THE HOSPITAL AWAITING THE DOCTOR'S REPORT. PLEASE PRAY FOR HER SAFETY AND GOOD HEALTH THANK YOU.

So much for gym

Hah, I knew this would happen. I can never actually exercise, even if I say it. I'll just get super lazy and not do anything and before I know it, the day ends and I have to wait for tomorrow. What to do? I'm just that lazy. I play games all night and not even care about anything else other than food.

On another note, I'll be flying to Malaysia on the 8th of May at 9.30am. Will be reaching Malaysia's LCCT at around 3.30. Can't wait. Less than 3 weeks. YEAH!

Free as a Bird in a Cage

Hey all, sorry for the late update. As you all know, I finally stopped working in Madam Kay's and have been enjoying the free life for 4 full days already. Let me tell you, it was super awesome. But with the good, comes the bad. I've been spending a lot of my free time playing games and I'm scared that I won't be able to complete my assignment by the 1st week of May. 3 more weeks you say? Well 9 months have passed and I sometimes still think I am in Malaysia when I wake up in the morning.

Well to say I'm super worried would be an exaggeration. I know I'll pull through somehow. The thing that's bugging me right now is that I feel like I'm stuck in a cage. Yes, I don't have to work. Yes, I have some cash to spend and yes, I can go wherever I want. The thing is, I feel like I'm stuck here. I have money but I don't really have things to buy. I have time but I don't have people to spend it with. Lastly, I have the freedom but my brain is telling me that I'm stuck in a cage, more than ever. Games and movies patches up the so called hole but it just covers it up for a second. I just want something to do!

So after hours of thinking, (Yes I spent hours thinking after writing the last paragraph) I think I'll start exercising. Not really weights and all but I think I'll hit the gym for the treadmill or even start swimming. I have time and it's healthy too! So wish me luck and I wish you all good day. Cheers.

2 more days

2 more days of work left! Can't fucking wait for it to be over. No more waking up in the morning when I don't want to. No more going to work on weekends. No more saying 'No' to my friends when they ask me to hang out just because I have work. Finally, no more being scolded and no more dramas to be involved in. I just can't fucking wait. YEAH!

YEAH!

YEAH!! My assignment is finished and I'm so not gonna look at a word document for another 2 weeks at least!

It was a roller coaster ride today. I finished my assignment after hard work only to find out I got over 20% from my similarity report. It's supposed to be below 20% or else I fail. What do I do? I panicked of course, went through the whole report to see what was wrong. Turns out, most of em were from the referencing part and some quotes.

In the end, I just e-mailed my lecturer and asked if it was okay or not. GUESS WHAT? SHE SAID YEAH IT IS GOOD AND I DON'T HAVE TO DO ANOTHER REPORT! YEAH!