I Was Late

Hey all. Tough day today. Started bad, worsen by noon, and just plain horrible right after.

So here's my story. Woke up super late today when I wasn't supposed to. 10am to be exact. I should've wake up at 7.30 and go to work by 8. But yeah, I was late, super late. So what do you do when you're late? You rush the hell out of the apartment and ran all the way to work is what you do.

When I reach work, it's all slow but turns out I had to do lots of things so I panicked. When orders starts coming in, I panicked even more. Then my boss came, and all hell broke lose. I didn't even know what made her so angry like that. To be honest, it was my first time being late, and you caught me making bad eggs (which I was going to re-do by the way). She just went ballistic and shouted here and there. Bringing things like 'she would've done better if it was her' and 'I was asking for pay when I don't even work properly' and more.


Here comes the rant :)

I almost quit right then and there. God knows why I didn't. Regretting it right now. You said I didn't want to work and I keep asking for money? I asked once, when you gave it late. Who in their right mind wouldn't ask. Then there's the shits about you having to withheld pay to other staff for me. Well, I actually know for a fact that I was the last one to get his pay last week. So Fuck You. But who cares right? Who cares about this stupid kid who has to work for college and do assignments when all you care about is you and your money.

Anyways, I'm a rock, I don't have feelings. Sigh, saying it over and over doesn't help anymore. Going mad here. Thanks for reading.

Stoning

I.... Am.... Stoning.... On my bed right now. I'm writing this with a wireless keyboard and I can still read what I'm writing thanks to my big ass monitor. Yes, I'm bragging. Who wouldn't brag when they have a 23 inch monitor for their desktop. Man, I just can't stop saying it. Big ass monitor. Phew.

ps: I'm tired as fuck right now and more work tomorrow! I don't think I'll get an off next week either. Sigh.

Straight shift and more Ver.2!!

Hey as you can see from the title. 8-3 and 6-10 again today. Like yesterday's split wasn't tiring enough. You just had to make me work in the morning and night and morning again the next day. I'm so happy to see that you want to make someone so unhealthy die of exhaustion.

The fucked up part is..... You just had to tell me an hour before my shift ends. Thanks a lot for caring about my lack of hours and my well being :)

*Here comes Captain Obvious*

Capt Obvious: I SENSE SARCASM!

Me: Thanks for stating it Captain. :)

Capt Obvious: THAT WAS SARCASM TOO!

Me: Really?? I thought I was just talking normally :O

Capt Obvious: YES! IT WAS SARCASM.

Me: Abuden?

*Captain Obvious flies away leaving a hole in my apartment wall*

New PC Bitches!

I JUST BOUGHT A NEW COMPUTER BITCHES! YES! A DESKTOP, HERE IN AUSTRALIA AND I'M LIKING EVERYTHING ABOUT IT. HELL YEAH!

(sorry for the caps, too excited)

What the...

Hello all (if you're reading this, most probably the all means you and you only). I'm still a sad Asian boy with no functional laptop here.

So yeah, this week has been a 'what the..' week. I've been going 'what the...' the whole week. So here's the top 3.

No. 3 is about final fantasy 13-2. If you're playing and you haven't finished the game, please skip this and go on to no. 2. Well, I literally went "WHAT THE FUCK!" when I finished the game. Why? Because it said 'to be continued'. What kind of 89 dollars game ends like that. If I ever meet the one who proposed this idea. Imma smack his head till he says 'I will never do it again'.

No. 2 is about my laptop. Finally a news about my laptop! Guess what made me go 'what the..'. If you said the motherboard got busted and repairing costs 900 dollars, you're dead on. Not much to say about it. I'm too sad.

No. 1 (it's going from bad to worse if you didn't know) is finally here! It's about work of course. Here's the thing. I had a runny nose this morning so I was sucking my snot up the whole morning. Disgusting I know. Then, the chef commented with "ko kerja sket pon da sakit, baik Xya kerja dlm kitchen la. Aku kerja sorang pon lg bagus". Well, fuck you played in my head the whole time, (not the song). What the fuck right? I do not decid when I'm going to be sick. Do you think I even want to be sucking my snot every 5 seconds? Fuck!

Bad bad week. Oh, let me give you an extra 'what the..' moment. I did not get my off day this week! YAY!!

Its all for you

Hey. I know it's Valentine's day and all but the title is not about Valentine's. It's about my boss.

This is unfair. Everything is just for you ey? You can't just give me 4 hours a day for the whole week when I said in my interview that I need at least 6 hours a day. You said okay. Okay!!!

Fuck this. I'm totally not gonna get 500 hours if this continues. I need to hwlp myself and find another job. This is just too bad. Its not me at all here. I don't wanna quit because I can't take it. I just need to get the 500 hours before May and you can't give that to me.

9 dollars an hour is just shit just for your information and at 24 hours a week I'm just going to get less than 200 a week. This is all because you, yes you don't want to 'waste' money by letting me work. Not even when your head chef is asking for less hours. Let her rest for god's sake.

Look at me, rambling. Looks like rambling is all I do nowadays. I wish I can just let this all be over and get home. Sigh. 300 more hours and 2 assignments before May. Wish me luck.

Laziness

A battle against laziness is just pointless for me. I can never win. I've won A few times but it just keeps coming back. Stronger too. When will this stupid enemy of mine backs off? Who knows. I only know this, right now I am totally losing.

No Better

Well who would've guessed, I'm doing no better than with a working computer beside me. All I'm doing everyday beside work is play games on my ps3 and watch tv.

It's actually worse than just sitting in my room, staring at the screen of my laptop all day. I actually have to spend money. I spent a total of 200 dollars for just games. That's rm600 If you're keeping count. Aargh!

Then there's other stupid expenses too. The first is the infamous butt dial to my boss when I was in the kitchen. The call went straight to voicemail so no one knew. 50 dollars there but luckily it's still within my 500 dollars cap.

Another stupid one is the late fees fine. Fuck. That's just so stupid. How could I even forget is beyond me. 400 gone. Just like that.

Way to go Faizal. U have just lost 600 dollars in your 1st month of work. So with all the pay I got. I actually didn't even reach breakeven. I lost a total of 60 dollars. Sigh. I still have to go fix my laptop. Thats easily 300? At this rate, I'm not even gonna have money for flight tickets.

Broken

Well, I'm pretty sad now. It's all because my laptop is broken. It won't even start up. I'm so lost right now.

I do everything in the laptop. Chat, write, read, watch movies, play games and I even pay my bills with it. Now that its broken. I'm feeling broken too.

"if your laptop is broken, how are you writing this post Faizal?". Well I'm lucky enough to have an iPhone. Makes life bearable. What a sad tragedy. I'm nothing without my computer. I don't even know what to do after work today. I actually stared at the tv for an hour and I didn't stay on a channel for more than a minute. Yeap, I flipped through the channels and watch mindlessly.

Oh how I wish I could get an off day so I can bring it to a shop for repair. There it is, sitting alone, gathering dust, broken.