IGNTS~

I was supposed to change departments in my practical today, so it was my 1st day all over again. But, my parents didn't wake me up so i stayed in bed, and realized it was too late when i woke up. I seriously have nothing and don't know what to say to the chef. IGNTS~ sigh ~

Mazeltov

I am just posting this to tell the world how much i'm addicted to the song Mazeltov by ZE:A or Child of Empire. XD

Laziness

Uuuurgh! feeling so lazy to go to work today. It's a goddamn sunday for god's sake. Why must i go to work that pays me only rm200 per month!!. It's so unfair! Damn u hotels for giving such lousy monthly allowance. If it was at least rm500 then i wouldn't mind going. With the way things are going now, i rather go to NS for 3 months AGAIN than having to work for another 2 months and a half at this god forsaken place called Marriott Putrajaya!!

My Goodness

Yayy its a malay post today~ weee

harini kt kerja aku jumpa mamat dr orientation masa nk start practical kat marriott putrajaya tu, nama dier Zainol tp panggil Zen. 1st shift td free gila sbb ada 3 guests je so kitorang disuruh pegi ke private room restaurant tu and set cutleries and fold napkins utk 80 guests for selasa depan. Tgh fold fold napkin tu kitorang borak a, tetiba masuk topik psl pompuan yg dier dulu kerja dgn which is the lobby lounge department in the hotel/bar section. "Ada 1 pompuan dr lobby lounge call aku td b4 kerja, dier ckp nk jumpa aku lps abis shift nie'' Zen ckp. Aku pon ckp ok n nk ikut a tgk2 je sbb bosan 3 jam free. Lps abis shift, kitorang pegi a loading bay which is the smoking area utk jumpa dier. The 1st word yg aku ckp dlm hati masa nampak dier up close was ''My goodness''. Dier bukan la lawa sgt tp, tapi !! (this is not discrimination okay) dier nyer dada was seriously big, a D-Cup mayb ?? Gila dowh. Well xnak citer yg lain sbb its all boring~ XD

Uneasiness

What's this feeling? Why do i feel uneasy right now? I feel like there's something bad that's about to happen. I tried to sleep it off but the feeling of uneasiness is still lingering around. Is something bad really gonna happen? What is it? When will it occur? Urgh, i hate this feeling. I feel like something that's gonna change my life forever will happen in a few days. How can i go to work with this uneasiness here in my heart. What should i do? Should i just continue with my life and just sweep this feeling under the carpet? Sigh.

Bleh

Started my training yesterday, thought that i was gonna go inside the kitchen but instead, they placed me in the Italian restaurant as a waiter. At first, i was excited but when i heard about the hours of working, i feel like its the end of my free time. I got split shifts, which starts at 11am and ends at 3pm and then i can rest for 3 hours and start again at 6pm and finish at 10pm. The first day was okay, i thought that it was gonna be busy and packed but it was the other way around. Yesterday there were only 2 table of guests and both were during the lunch service. Today wasn't any different, there were only 2 tables occupied but it was during both lunch and dinner service. My back is aching right now as i'm writing and i think that my back will stay this way for a few more days till i finally get used to this. Bleh.

2010~

Me and some friends went out to some mamak to celebrate 2010, the new year was the same as any other day except that there was fireworks blaring around us. Another epic thing that happened on 2010 was rafaei crying, he was sitting at the corner eating his nasi goreng ayam and i could see that his tears flowing out of his eye sockets. That was the 1st time i met kutiq, he looks okay and fun to hang out with.
That night, i went to ranessh's place to sleep and ended up dreaming about sumting totally brutal. The dream starts off with me and ranessh standing in a crowd in a building, probably the 3rd floor but it had a huge glass wall/window, listening to a guy giving a speech. There was the malaysian flags everywhere so i guess it was merdeka time?
We listened to the speech for a few minutes and then i saw a faint red glow on the building through the large window and i continued starig at the glow and it turned out to be a flame and it grew at an alarming speed that even the next building caught it. After a few seconds, the building that was ablaze in flames was about to crumble, everyone was panicking and me and ranessh ran to a corner because we were scared that the crumbling building might hit us.
We were scared as hell but we kept on moving in search for the exit but we wound up at a hallway with the glasses/walls shatteres and if we fall off the ledge, it would be absolute death. Ranessh was ahead of me in the narrow hallway and there were a few people in front of him and we wound up at a turning and just as soon as i pass the turning, i saw a building falling towards our direction and everyone was rushing to the other side.
I managed to get to the other side again but when i looked back, there was no one there. I tried to shout ''Ranessh!'', but before the words came out of my mouth, i heard a loud boom and the rubble of the building that was falling came to sight and i know that it was useless to call out for ranessh anymore.
Well, the rest of the dreams was a blur but the main point of this dream was that ranessh died!! Was this an omen or just a simple dream ?? Let's all find out on the 31st august.