Holiday

My holiday is almost here!! just another 5 hour commi-ing today and another 2 hour paper on friday and i'm free. Till 12th of July at least, I'm in a dilemma though, 3 trips have been planned and obviously i can only go to one of it, there's Genting with Ranessh, Malacca with Winnie and her gang or Pangkor with Heng and the rest. Where should i go?

Genting with Ranessh seems to appeal to me the most, it's just a 2 day trip and the room is free! Malacca is just a day trip though and i really wanna eat the nasi ayam ball thingy. Is it even possible for me to go to both Malacca and Genting? And there's that bbq thingy Omar planned as well. Argh~ what should i do?

Too many holidays isn't bad right ? Should i go? I should right ? urgh! i dunno.. choose for me please someone!!

Upsets

What a disappointing World Cup so far. Upsets everywhere, but still, great play to New Zealand la for holding off Italy. Enough with the World Cup for now. Let's get down to business.

World Cup is ain't the only thing that's upsetting me. A bunch of things are, I can't name them though, freaking frustrating. I hate this, I expected something different from you of all people, but I got a whole different thing. It's like ... Ergh!#@$ Fuck!!!

On another unrelated topic, Azmirul was admitted into the ICU in SJMC. Hope you'll get better soon.

Blunder

MY GOODNESS !!@!@ HOW CAN U NOT SAVE THAT SHIT LA.

what a joke. to add salt to the wound, england didn't even play that well.

How I Met Your Mother

I have been watching 'How I Met Your Mother' these past 2 weeks and i can only relate to the show in only One Way, the way Ted feels about a relationship. I really do want to meet that special someone like Marshall has his Lily, Stella has his whats his name and many others. I really wish i have what they have. Even if it's just a TV show. What do i care, TV has been shaping people's lives since it was created. No one could deny that. U can't go ahead and tell me that you just started thinking of relationships by watching your parents or other people in your life. You can't just go ahead and tell me that you started cursing by not watching 'South Park'. That's how i think life goes. You watch 'Grey's Anatomy' and you'll go lovey dovey that week. You watch 'Entourage' and you'll go ''Douche" everywhere. You watch 'Slam Dunk' and you will want to play basketball. Right? By watching 'HIMYM', I want to flirt with girls, go out and have a 'fling'. Well that's just the TV talking. Why don't you think it out, seriously, TV does affect about 70% of your life.

19

Whaddayanoe, I'm 19. Can't believe the year went by just like that. Looking back from my last birthday, I think I can safely say that i grew in many ways. Lets try to sum it all up.

1. I certainly got taller.

2. I am better at washing chickens now.

3. I have been single for 19 years now, that one doesn't count!! ( kan adam kan!!)

(well that one wasn't a growth but who cares, no one is even reading this)

4. I think, I seriously think that I'm okay with being single.

5. I have made many new friends since my last birthday, a special thanks to all u guys!

6. Got closer with my best friends, well that's just me though, dunno if they think the same way.

7. I have accomplished another year without succumbing to my inner devil that says i should

start drinking.

A colorful post we have here don't we. Well I'm finally 19, I just wanna say that i love u all. No matter who, but i'm in a loving mood. So just take this love if u need some. I have plenty. At least till the end of the day.

Empty

Why is my pencil box empty!!! Where the fuck did all the things inside go!(@^@!??? FUCK @(&*$R^@& Tomorrow da la ada exam!@ Sialan!@!@!@!@!@

French Idiocracy

Just got back from french class and it was one of the most idiotic class EVER !! All thanks to our 'high' friend Ben Prasetya Senjaya and his craziness.

He's usually normal and well.. sane!! But not today, dunno how but today he was as high as a hippie in a weed convention. It all started with his whining and it marvelously led up to him saying ''I want some Chest Fruit Juice'' which is ''Aku nak jus buah dada'' in malay. Then it went from that to Omar saying lembu teh pergi muda pergi muda which sounds like ''Kote goyang goyang'' when translated to english. Retarded no? Well i can't complain cuz it was one of the best class ever!

Thanks u guys (Ben, June, Omar and Arthur).

it's safe to say this as well after all that, roflmaomg~LoL~XD

Special Nerd

I have a paper on marketing coming up in an hour and i'm still at home. God knows why i'm not studying this moment, God knows why i haven't been studying, not one bit. I know i'm not smart, i even placed last in the class once during standard 5 thanks to my 1 month old playstation.

But my friends in college thinks otherwise, i think that's what they think. Someone even mentioned that i don't need to study at all and i would still get better scores than that person. Not saying names but that's because you haven't been paying attention to class my dear friend.

I know that i should really study right now, i should just look through the notes. But alas, i'm a special nerd, a lazy bastard who likes to sleep and play games but is still 'smart', well according to that person that is. Why do people ever create this stereotypes? Nerds, Geeks, Jocks, Bitches and etc are all stereotypes, right? Well that's a question for another post.

50 minutes till doomsday and i'm still at my fucking house in Putrajaya. What the hell is my dad doing in my room? I don't wanna know. Hope i'll get there on time. FML~

Wishes

I'm here again in the computer lab, in front of a computer. I'm slowly dying because of this heat. It's seriously killing me, i under the air con and i'm still sweating. Curse this god forsaken college.

I'm bored, class at 4, wasting my time here, listening to Bonamana. Wish i was home playing God of War 3. Why must they make us wait too long in this place.

Bounce to you, Bounce to you~ Sigh, FmL. Rotting, decaying, the very essence that is my life is seeping out of my body. Worst of all, I'm bored. I'm fucking bored. Hate Mondays. Used to love them alot but guess life can't be all strawberries and cheesecake.

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Wish you were here,
wish you could be by my side,
wish that you could comfort me in my time of need.

Even if you're not in my life yet,
I believe that you will come,
so come, into my life,
into my arms.

If you are here,
can't promise you that I'll be good,
can't promise that i'll always be there for you
but i hope that you can accept that.

Where are you now?
Come into my life,
I wish you were here,
even if you don't exist.

Dying

I feel that this blog is dying, slowly. Very slowly, but still dying.

Wonder why i suddenly remembered scanning through FHM with Ranessh last Friday, but Damn~ the girls in there were smoking!!

Back to the topic, dying, this blog might die soon, it's me, I rarely finish what i started. Go figure. FML~ So now I know why i remembered that FHM part.

Clouds

Everybody works hard for their goals to achieve
But like the ocean is sea,
Man, the motion is free
So nothing ever adds up the way we want it to
I guess my math teacher was just a substitute
Everybody hits some rough patch, turbulences in the sky
Life’s a cow, I made a burger, and I’m serving it with some fries
Gotta make do with the cards we’re dealt
And though it’s hard as hell,
I know that God will help
Cos although I live in Seattle,
It’s not always gonna rain
There’ll be some sunny days
Coming up this way
Everybody wanted to see me struggling,
Running away from pain
But I know that wondrous things are coming to visit again some day
So no worries, I just stand with the smirk on my face
Although I know some people out there throwing dirt on my name
But it’s all good, I still show them some love
Cos unlike that girl in the movie, I ain’t holding no grudge

These are parts of the song called 'Clouds' by Dumbfoundead feat. Clara C and Jay Park. Awesomeness, especially the 2nd verse, which is coincidently up there~ peace~

Monday Morning

It's 8.54am in this lovely Monday morning and i'm already sick of it. I reached colelge about 15 minutes ago and I want to go home! I'm in the library, sitting in front of a computer as i'm writing this post (duh! of course i'm in front of the computer) while others in this room full of computers are doing things such as reading manga and facebooking. Why did 'reading manga' came first? Cuz I just realized that i always open a manga site first before anything else. FML.
I have class at 9.30 and I'm fucking hungry! I have a giant 'karipap' in my bag right now and i'm dying to get a bite at it, but alas, the fucking college doesn't let the students eat in here.
The Subang guys said that they were gonna head to Sunway Pyramid today after lunch and my class finishes at 12.30. I really want to join those fools but I don't have a fucking transport!! So if any of u Subang guys are reading this, (i mean u Ranessh!) please pick me up from this 5th hell that is Taylor's College Lakeside Campus!
Seriously, this place is fucking hot and it's just 9am! You should see it when it's at the peak of hot-ness, U could cook an egg on the hood of a car that's parked in the parking lot. If u really did that, I shall bow to you, not because you really did it but because you can 'tahan' the shitty smell of cow's shit. Kudos to that!
Sigh, 9am, Monday, I'm already rambling like an old fart. Damn i'm bored. FML~(i don't know why i used FML, but it seems catchy nowadays)

What i did today

What did i do today ?

Firstly, i woke up at around 4pm. Ate Koko Crunch and sat at the sofa remembering what i learnt yesterday, mostly French.

Then at around 6, i made dinner with my cousin. She was a big help! We made a simple pasta dish, Spiral pasta with a bolognaise sauce and i also tried making some mutton consomme and for dessert, a peach butter cake. The consomme turned out okay, except that the seasoning wasn't enough. The rest of the meal is great.

Now it's 8 and i don't know what to do. What should i do?

Kicking Ass in Style

Watched the movie 'Kick Ass' just now with a few of my college classmates. Like the title of the movie, it was kick ass. Hands down, the movie was a steal even if i payed 11 bucks for it. It's a combination of lame shitty jokes, kick ass fight scenes involving an eleven year old girls killing mafias (yes, she's a little girl and she killed men using a variety of weapons varying from the normal handgun to a kitchen knife), nerds in a comic book store and Nicholas Cage kicking ass! Went into the cinema around 5 mins late so i couldn't really get the story at first. Everything else was awesome. It's a movie that everyone would love, except for the faint hearted ones. Kick Ass !~!

Finally back to the Fantasy

I'm finally home, it's been awhile since i sat in this room and boy do I miss it. The nice and comfy chair, the cooling breeze of the air con, the fluffy pillows and this sleek computer of mine.

I came home 2 days ago using my normal transports from usj2, the U63 bus from usj2 to KL Sentral and from there, the ERL to Putrajaya. Being home is nice and all but it's kinda boring, it has only been 2 days since i came back and i'm missing the perks of staying in Subang. The overpriced foods, the sweat and injuries from futsal, the laughs i had with my friends, those are the things that made me come back to Subang again and again.

I bought the Final Fantasy 13 game for my ps3. The price was rm190, a little pricey but who cares? I know i don't care after seeing the graphics. I'm up to chapter 11 so far, the game is quite easy compared to the predecessors but the graphics is just, WOW! Even the normal cutscenes could make the FF12 look like child's play. I have to admit though, the gameplay kinda sucks if i compare it to FF7. The whole 'World Map' is no more and you can't even go back to the areas in the earlier chapter unless you restart the game. The battle system maybe kinda hard to grasp at first, but after u catch on, it's just a matter of mashing the circle button. Can't say too much though, I'm just halfway there. One thing i got to say though, Vanile! You're fucking annoying!!

Gonna continue playing now, hope you enjoy my so called review of Final Fantasy 13.

Rust

The title today is rust, wanna know why it's called rust ??
Well the story starts yesterday, when i decided to dye my hair, turns out, the colour that i chose won't come out right unless i bleach it first. So bleach i did. After going through the agonizing burns and the horrible laughter of Adam's, my hair was Brown!
I was shocked at the colour cuz it was soooo brown and the sideburns seems to be blonde thanks to a certain Adam Zulhilmi. But it was all okay since i was gonna dye it again next week to the desired colour. The night went by and Monday came and i found myself hanging out with Ranessh, Joshua and Adam in SS15.
Because of those three, I was called many things such as 'Communist', 'Immigrant', 'TaeYang?' and many more but the best one of the day was Rust! Ranessh said that my hair had the colour of a metal that's rusting. Well, rust ain't a good thing but the colour is nice, so i just took it as a compliment~
Well, thats the story behind the word Rust. Whaddayanoe! it looks like one of the things in my 'To Do' list has been done! Well maybe halfway but it's all good! The next thing is taking my Driving License. The question is where?

Ranessh's House

I'm in Ranessh's house !! It's friggin hot here!! around 28 degrees? dunno but it's hellish...
Gonna start playing DoTA while listening to my k-pop in a few minutes~ =D

Last Day~

My last day of training is here!! ZozoBobo!! I'm not sure if i should be too happy because I'll be leaving all my friends there who helped me through these hellish 3 months. Oh well, it's great to be able to say "after 3pm, I'm once again a free man!".

A lot of stuffs to do after this! Gonna try dying my hair in a salon, clean the Subang house, hang out with my friends, buy presents for Adam and Nafissa, go sing k-pop with Jiun Jie in Red Box, get my license and many more. Even if it's only for 3 weeks, I'm sure I can do all of the things above, except for the license cuz obviously i can't get my 'P' in just 3 weeks, no one can.

Because I'll be in Subang, doubt I'll update my blog unless I have some me time with a computer and internet.

Woooooooooooooo~ Last Day~ Freedom and Subang, Here I come !!

Ze:A

I've been looking forward to this song for quite a while now. Thank god they released the music video today. Didn't quite understand the story plot though but still, the song is amazing!

It reminds me of the old Big Bang songs which was one of the main reasons I got hooked into K-Pop. Well, enough of this ramblings. The link to the video is down here if any of u wanna watch it.

Ze:A - All Day Long [MV]

Lifeless

I can't help it,

I feel so lifeless right now,

and i can't help but wonder why.

How do i make this feeling go away?

Someone please help me,

I cant stay like this anymore.

Even when i look at the bright near future,

I still can't stop myself from sighing,

and I fell further in this endless hole that i dug myself.

They say that your soul is everything,

now, it seems like I have nothing,

my soul has disappeared,

even after nights of searching,

it's nowhere to be found.

I wish this feeling would go away,

I wish that i could go back to my former self,

if not, at least make it so that i could be happier,

even by a little bit.

Sigh

Pastry

Pastry Kitchen.. After almost 3 months of pressuring the human resource, i finally got into the pastry kitchen. It was my 1st day in that kitchen today and it was awesome! Though it was awesome, there's still some downside and one of them is the friggin morning shift! i have to go to the hotel before 7 !! and i dun have any transport back home after my shift finishes, i have to wait till either my dad or mom finish work and pick me up. Now is the time i really wish I've taken my license. Secondly, I miss the extra break hours i had in the Staff Kitchen. Boy do i really need that break!

But who cares!! The perks are just too awesome!! I get to eat the pastries that i made and i even get to learn plenty of new stuffs and it was just a day in there! For example, i learned that it's soooo easy to bake a muffin and standing in the freezer for more than 10 minutes could be hazardous! Seriously, my ears was hard!! i mean it's solid and not squishy. It hurts alot but the pain went away once i eat the strawberries on the table! XD

2 weeks left. I have 10 days of work left !! Wow can't believe 3 months flew by just like that. Plenty of things to do as well after the training but i'll mention it later in another post~

Dreams

2 nights ago, i, along with kutiq, adam and ranessh all talked about The Amazing Race Asia. We were all hyped up to register but after mayb an hour of imagining, we realized that we need a passport to register but kutiq doesn't have one. So the idea went down the drain, well not down the drain but it's postponed till next year. I doubt if we'd really remember and sign up. After that i tried to go to sleep but i began wondering about life. 1st it was if i really went into The Amazing Race Asia. Then it was what will i do after i finish my diploma, will i continue my degree, if so where? Or should i work instead? Life really gets complicated once u grow older, I've always known that it would be complicated but real life seems to be harder and more complicated. I wonder if i would be able to continue without any regrets. I've made some really stupid things last year and really wished to re-do it again but alas, it's never gonna happen so i'll just accept all that I've done. And in the process of wondering about, I realized that i don't really have a real dream. Well i do want to be a chef, but it's just wanting and it's not a dream i have. Getting a girlfriend? Well a fool would have that dream, it's just a want for me. I want to have a girlfriend and not dream to have a girlfriend. Have kids? well maybe I've though about it but i'm still too ashame to share it all with people. So, what are my dreams? I truly don't have any idea. So this year, ( I know it's already March but it doesn't hurt to have a 'new' year resolution this late) I'm gonna try my best to find a dream i can chase. I maybe even already have one but haven't realize it yet. I'm also gonna try my best accomplish the dream if i ever get to find one. So this is dedicated to all of you who can't seem to find they're dreams yet. Try hard, Do your best, oh, it might sound like i'm being a bastard to tell this to people when i don't even have one myself. Well who Fucking cares. Good Luck to all with dreams or dreamless people.

Sorry for not using paragraphs. I'm a lazy bastard. well at least i realized i'm a lazy bastard and i'm happy with it. According to what the 'people' say, acceptance is the 1st step of rehabilitation. =D

Updated Report no.3 ?

Not sure if its the 3rd or the 2nd but oh well,

Lets see...

-Lost count of the amount of chickens i've washed to date. but i washed 6 chickens today~

-Sprained both my forearms while carrying the rice pots which is around 15 or 20 kg each? not sure but i have to carry those 6 times a day...

-Finally got to cook something other than rice last week, i fried a whole lotsa fish! Twice!! eventhough it was just 'ikan goreng', it's still cooking and i'm grateful for it.

-Cuts, hurm, not many, mayb just 3 since monday last week~ I shud say Alhamdulillah and thank god for the creation of nails. my nails protected my finger from cuts around 5 times just today and my hands are cuts-free today~

-Happiness? can't measure it cuz i dun really know myself. If i could scale it from 1-10, i think it's around 5-7. but who noes, 5 week left till i finish my practical and mayb, just maybe, i'm gonna change departments by next thursday. Hope it's the japanese or chinese kitchen~ wanna try cooking some dim sums!

Wish me luck and i'll try to update the reports more often eventhough no1 is reading this.. T__T

Ulcers

Ulcers,

I, Mohd Faizal bin Othman along with the rest of the world hates ulcers. Ulcers are very very very painful and always gets in my way when I'm eating, cooking, tasting, drinking, sleeping and even talking!

My latest batch of ulcers, (yes i regularly have ulcers, usually 2 at once) is marvelously at both sides of my lower lip. The 1st is just inside the left lip of the mouth and regularly touches the tip of my tooth which hurts like hell every time! The 2nd one is on the opposite side but not inside the mouth but at the point where your lips touch when u purse your lips.

People say that gargling salt water or applying some salt on the ulcers helps a lot but to me, those are nothing but pain dealers which as the name suggests, deals pain, A LOT OF PAIN !! Ranessh said to me '' It's very painful but it'll get better after a couple of days. ''. Sorry to say this Ranessh but FUCK YOU !^@%!$@%!!! It has been almost 3 days and my ulcers grew, IT FUCKING GREW !@Q^%!#

Well if any of you guys are reading this, and have any nice ulcer remedies, do tell me. Oh yea, i don't want any bonjella nor SALT related cures. Lastly, I FUCKING HATE ULCERS !!

Addictive Songs

I'm seriously bored right now, it's the 1st day of Chinese New Year and Valentines Day but i have nothing to do, it's 12.40am btw.. And i have to get my lazy ass to work today too. Luckily it's gonna be a 'Special' menu cuz it's cny.

So to the topic, i think that addictive songs is currently holding a big slice of my mind cuz whenever i'm bored, these songs keep popping up and i end up singing them, (only if i'm alone) =P. So i'm gonna give my top5 right for the 14th of February 2010~

5. Mazeltov - Ze:A

- this song was number 1 a few weeks ago but it dropped down thanks the newly released songs~ This song doesn't make any sense to me at first, mazeltov is congratulations if im not mistaken but the way they say it doesn't make it sound like they're congratulating some one. I found out a week after they released that they used mazeltov for good luck in that song. The catchiest part for me is the ''Friday Saturday Sunday'' part by Kevin if i'm not mistaken. =P

4. Like the first time - T-ara

- Personally, i hate this song at first. But after constant repeating it became quite an addictive song, bo peep was better at first but this song stayed on top of the list while bo peep went down the drain~ one of the main reasons i listen to kpop is because of the hot girls, guess what, t-ara has 2, Hyomin and Eunjung. I prefer Eunjung cuz of her short hair~ hahaha. The catchy part of this song is the rapping by both of the girls~

3. I'm a loner - CNBlue

- Oetoriya Oetoriya~ and Check it 1 2 3~ has made my day multiple of times these past week. i sang this song for about 30 minutes while i walked the 12km~ the best part is, without music, my ipod ran out of juice there so i had to entertain myself or i would pass out at the side of the highway.

2. Mystery - Beast/B2ST

- I don't need to explain about this song, the sheer power of Beast shines here in this song, love the dance, love the song, love them. err gay moment there =D. The catchy part of this song is the chorus of course. Who in their right mind other than Adam wouldnt like ''Nan jeongmal mystery mystery~why~''. This song is kinda memorable cuz i can sing it wif Ranessh even if we can't memorize the full song. love u Ranessh~

1. Jiggy - F.Cuz

- Is there anything else i can say? Jiggy ? Get get get geting jiggy? this song is just too addictive to be true! if u count the number of times they said jiggy in the song, u'll lose count in the middle cuz u'll be singing along wif them, thats how addictive this song is. If u don't have this song, then i suggest u stay away cuz it'll rot ur mind. For example, i didn't have this song at first but i heard it on tv a week b4, when i was having trouble sleeping, this song came to mind and it just made me sing the whole night. Another example, I spent the day singing this song at work while i was cutting carrots and i accidentally cut my nail. THAT'S HOW DESTRUCTIVE THIS SONG IS~ well if u do listen to it by any chance, just give it another go cuz other than the constant pop up in ur brain. it's quite good~ =D

if u haven't noticed, yeah i'm a kpop fan. sorry to dissapoint u guys~

oh the song name are links for theyre music videos on utube~ =D

12 Kilometers

I actually walked for a staggering 12 kilometers today folks, under the blazing hot sun, alone, from Marriott Putrajaya to Alamanda and back home.

Well that's all that i can say because i can't speak of the truth unless this thing passed. If my parents found out the cause, i'll be dead. =D

The thing is, weird things happen when u walk that far, alone, under the sun. I actually thought i was gonna die there. Sooo, lets try to make a poem out of it, dunno if i have the talent, but here goes nothing.. okay i actually tried something but it didn't sound right. sorry guys~

Heh, lame right. But seriously, the walk made me think about all kind of stuffs, for instance, i've been thinking about a girl i kinda had a thing with last year and cuz valentines coming and all, should i go and ask her out or anything. The thing is, i kinda hate her right now. weird no ?

Besides that~ i also walked past a ledge about 5-6 meters high and it was all tar down there, and as i walk past it, i actually thought of jumping. Not to just try and see if i can take the fall, i actually thought of jumping down head first. It might be because of the heat and i've walked almost 10km to that point.

Sigh.. Weird things happened today. Mostly it was all because of the 12km walk. Regretted it.. how stupid can i be to walk for 12km just to go to the doctors.. stupid!

CHICKENS

CHICKENS !!! i seriously can't think of anything else other than chicken right now.. well mayb i'm thinking about 2am's Can't Let You Go Even if I Die.. it's such a sad song, even the title says it..

Okay okay back to the chicken part, i certainly reek of chicken b4 i had my shower at around 9 o'clock just now. It was all because of 7 fucking bags of chickens which totals up to 21 chickens. If u follow my blog then u would know that i have to wash chickens, and because of the recent 'not washing chicken days'. I guess this is bound to happen. And to top it all off, i ate chicken js now after my shower. Haha~

If u guys wanna know about y day today, it kinda sucks because i have to work on a SUNDAY and i only get a pay of RM200 every month. Sucky suck suck~ Luckily i had my shuffle to keep me company while i was waiting for my dad after the shift. Sorry for the randomness.

For u curious freaks who wants to know about 2am's song. Here's the translations. (i know no one is gonna read after this point but i don't care~)

Even though I’m young, the pain is the same

Just because I don’t know the world very well

Doesn’t mean that I don’t know pain

Why do you lie, saying it’ll be okay?
How will my heart that hurts this much
Be healed so easily?
How will I live without you?
That’s why I

Can’t let you go, even if I die
How am I suppose to let you go?
Whether you go or leave, fix my heart
If you can’t fix it so that I won’t be in pain
So that I can at least live
I wouldn’t be able to live anyway
I can’t let you go, even if I die

No matter how much you push me away
I’ll hold onto you until the end
So that you won’t be able to go anywhere

If you’re really going to leave, then lie
That we should meet again tomorrow
That we should meet as we smile
If breaking up wasn’t a joke, then I

Can’t let you go, even if I die
How am I suppose to let you go?
Whether you go or leave, fix my heart
If you can’t fix it so that I won’t be in pain
So that I can at least live
I wouldn’t be able to live anyway
I can’t let you go, even if I die

We went through so much time together
How are you telling me to live by myself now?
I can’t do that, I can’t

I can’t let you go, even if I die
I really can’t let you go
How am I suppose to let you go?
I can’t let you go
Whether you go or leave, fix my heart
If you can’t fix it so that I won’t be in pain
So that I can at least live
I wouldn’t be able to live anyway
I can’t let you go, even if I die

Updated Report and etc

To my amazement today, i did NOT wash any chickens cuz i was busy cutting eggplants!

Well it was kinda hard though cuz it was no ordinary eggplants, they were humongous. To make u guys understand what humongous is, look at your computer keyboard, the length is the same but the width is around from your 'ctrl' button till 'caps lock'.

Oh, i got 2 more cuts today thanks to the wonderful combo of the warmer and the inserts.

Fuck you hot and sharp objects!!

Overall, i kinda had a good day cuz i got an awesome 2 hour break cuz there was alot of part timers eating while i was on duty of 'jaga-ing' the cafeteria, so all i had to do was refill the empty inserts and sit there while talking to all the colleagues i know. i also got an opportunity to eat desserts while watching 'Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince'.

Thats all i have for today so... Bye~

Daily Report

Well i'm gonna start doing a daily report about the stuffs i did and what happened at work. So here goes:

1. Number of Cuts: 11

2. Number of Chickens washed Today: 7 bags, around 20 chickens.

Number of Chickens washed so far: 19 or 20, 20 x 3 = 60 chickens !

3. Happiness level for the 3rd of February: around 30%

Will try to update this everyday so u can all see how much cuts i have till the end of training~

of till i finally get so many cuts on my finger that i can't type anymore... sigh.

i actually have 3 cuts on my left index finger and it is hurting so much right now... the stupid thing is, the cuts are less than a centimeter apart from each other.

Oh 1 more thing. Those cuts were not inflicted by a knife, lemme give some examples, a box of wrapping film ( the sharp edges that is used to tear the film), chaffing dishes (the metal case that's used for the buffet thingy), Fishes ( yes fishes, raw or salted) and lastly, crabs.... herh..

IGNTS~

I was supposed to change departments in my practical today, so it was my 1st day all over again. But, my parents didn't wake me up so i stayed in bed, and realized it was too late when i woke up. I seriously have nothing and don't know what to say to the chef. IGNTS~ sigh ~

Mazeltov

I am just posting this to tell the world how much i'm addicted to the song Mazeltov by ZE:A or Child of Empire. XD

Laziness

Uuuurgh! feeling so lazy to go to work today. It's a goddamn sunday for god's sake. Why must i go to work that pays me only rm200 per month!!. It's so unfair! Damn u hotels for giving such lousy monthly allowance. If it was at least rm500 then i wouldn't mind going. With the way things are going now, i rather go to NS for 3 months AGAIN than having to work for another 2 months and a half at this god forsaken place called Marriott Putrajaya!!

My Goodness

Yayy its a malay post today~ weee

harini kt kerja aku jumpa mamat dr orientation masa nk start practical kat marriott putrajaya tu, nama dier Zainol tp panggil Zen. 1st shift td free gila sbb ada 3 guests je so kitorang disuruh pegi ke private room restaurant tu and set cutleries and fold napkins utk 80 guests for selasa depan. Tgh fold fold napkin tu kitorang borak a, tetiba masuk topik psl pompuan yg dier dulu kerja dgn which is the lobby lounge department in the hotel/bar section. "Ada 1 pompuan dr lobby lounge call aku td b4 kerja, dier ckp nk jumpa aku lps abis shift nie'' Zen ckp. Aku pon ckp ok n nk ikut a tgk2 je sbb bosan 3 jam free. Lps abis shift, kitorang pegi a loading bay which is the smoking area utk jumpa dier. The 1st word yg aku ckp dlm hati masa nampak dier up close was ''My goodness''. Dier bukan la lawa sgt tp, tapi !! (this is not discrimination okay) dier nyer dada was seriously big, a D-Cup mayb ?? Gila dowh. Well xnak citer yg lain sbb its all boring~ XD

Uneasiness

What's this feeling? Why do i feel uneasy right now? I feel like there's something bad that's about to happen. I tried to sleep it off but the feeling of uneasiness is still lingering around. Is something bad really gonna happen? What is it? When will it occur? Urgh, i hate this feeling. I feel like something that's gonna change my life forever will happen in a few days. How can i go to work with this uneasiness here in my heart. What should i do? Should i just continue with my life and just sweep this feeling under the carpet? Sigh.

Bleh

Started my training yesterday, thought that i was gonna go inside the kitchen but instead, they placed me in the Italian restaurant as a waiter. At first, i was excited but when i heard about the hours of working, i feel like its the end of my free time. I got split shifts, which starts at 11am and ends at 3pm and then i can rest for 3 hours and start again at 6pm and finish at 10pm. The first day was okay, i thought that it was gonna be busy and packed but it was the other way around. Yesterday there were only 2 table of guests and both were during the lunch service. Today wasn't any different, there were only 2 tables occupied but it was during both lunch and dinner service. My back is aching right now as i'm writing and i think that my back will stay this way for a few more days till i finally get used to this. Bleh.

2010~

Me and some friends went out to some mamak to celebrate 2010, the new year was the same as any other day except that there was fireworks blaring around us. Another epic thing that happened on 2010 was rafaei crying, he was sitting at the corner eating his nasi goreng ayam and i could see that his tears flowing out of his eye sockets. That was the 1st time i met kutiq, he looks okay and fun to hang out with.
That night, i went to ranessh's place to sleep and ended up dreaming about sumting totally brutal. The dream starts off with me and ranessh standing in a crowd in a building, probably the 3rd floor but it had a huge glass wall/window, listening to a guy giving a speech. There was the malaysian flags everywhere so i guess it was merdeka time?
We listened to the speech for a few minutes and then i saw a faint red glow on the building through the large window and i continued starig at the glow and it turned out to be a flame and it grew at an alarming speed that even the next building caught it. After a few seconds, the building that was ablaze in flames was about to crumble, everyone was panicking and me and ranessh ran to a corner because we were scared that the crumbling building might hit us.
We were scared as hell but we kept on moving in search for the exit but we wound up at a hallway with the glasses/walls shatteres and if we fall off the ledge, it would be absolute death. Ranessh was ahead of me in the narrow hallway and there were a few people in front of him and we wound up at a turning and just as soon as i pass the turning, i saw a building falling towards our direction and everyone was rushing to the other side.
I managed to get to the other side again but when i looked back, there was no one there. I tried to shout ''Ranessh!'', but before the words came out of my mouth, i heard a loud boom and the rubble of the building that was falling came to sight and i know that it was useless to call out for ranessh anymore.
Well, the rest of the dreams was a blur but the main point of this dream was that ranessh died!! Was this an omen or just a simple dream ?? Let's all find out on the 31st august.