Wishes

I'm here again in the computer lab, in front of a computer. I'm slowly dying because of this heat. It's seriously killing me, i under the air con and i'm still sweating. Curse this god forsaken college.

I'm bored, class at 4, wasting my time here, listening to Bonamana. Wish i was home playing God of War 3. Why must they make us wait too long in this place.

Bounce to you, Bounce to you~ Sigh, FmL. Rotting, decaying, the very essence that is my life is seeping out of my body. Worst of all, I'm bored. I'm fucking bored. Hate Mondays. Used to love them alot but guess life can't be all strawberries and cheesecake.

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Wish you were here,
wish you could be by my side,
wish that you could comfort me in my time of need.

Even if you're not in my life yet,
I believe that you will come,
so come, into my life,
into my arms.

If you are here,
can't promise you that I'll be good,
can't promise that i'll always be there for you
but i hope that you can accept that.

Where are you now?
Come into my life,
I wish you were here,
even if you don't exist.

Dying

I feel that this blog is dying, slowly. Very slowly, but still dying.

Wonder why i suddenly remembered scanning through FHM with Ranessh last Friday, but Damn~ the girls in there were smoking!!

Back to the topic, dying, this blog might die soon, it's me, I rarely finish what i started. Go figure. FML~ So now I know why i remembered that FHM part.

Clouds

Everybody works hard for their goals to achieve
But like the ocean is sea,
Man, the motion is free
So nothing ever adds up the way we want it to
I guess my math teacher was just a substitute
Everybody hits some rough patch, turbulences in the sky
Life’s a cow, I made a burger, and I’m serving it with some fries
Gotta make do with the cards we’re dealt
And though it’s hard as hell,
I know that God will help
Cos although I live in Seattle,
It’s not always gonna rain
There’ll be some sunny days
Coming up this way
Everybody wanted to see me struggling,
Running away from pain
But I know that wondrous things are coming to visit again some day
So no worries, I just stand with the smirk on my face
Although I know some people out there throwing dirt on my name
But it’s all good, I still show them some love
Cos unlike that girl in the movie, I ain’t holding no grudge

These are parts of the song called 'Clouds' by Dumbfoundead feat. Clara C and Jay Park. Awesomeness, especially the 2nd verse, which is coincidently up there~ peace~

Monday Morning

It's 8.54am in this lovely Monday morning and i'm already sick of it. I reached colelge about 15 minutes ago and I want to go home! I'm in the library, sitting in front of a computer as i'm writing this post (duh! of course i'm in front of the computer) while others in this room full of computers are doing things such as reading manga and facebooking. Why did 'reading manga' came first? Cuz I just realized that i always open a manga site first before anything else. FML.
I have class at 9.30 and I'm fucking hungry! I have a giant 'karipap' in my bag right now and i'm dying to get a bite at it, but alas, the fucking college doesn't let the students eat in here.
The Subang guys said that they were gonna head to Sunway Pyramid today after lunch and my class finishes at 12.30. I really want to join those fools but I don't have a fucking transport!! So if any of u Subang guys are reading this, (i mean u Ranessh!) please pick me up from this 5th hell that is Taylor's College Lakeside Campus!
Seriously, this place is fucking hot and it's just 9am! You should see it when it's at the peak of hot-ness, U could cook an egg on the hood of a car that's parked in the parking lot. If u really did that, I shall bow to you, not because you really did it but because you can 'tahan' the shitty smell of cow's shit. Kudos to that!
Sigh, 9am, Monday, I'm already rambling like an old fart. Damn i'm bored. FML~(i don't know why i used FML, but it seems catchy nowadays)

What i did today

What did i do today ?

Firstly, i woke up at around 4pm. Ate Koko Crunch and sat at the sofa remembering what i learnt yesterday, mostly French.

Then at around 6, i made dinner with my cousin. She was a big help! We made a simple pasta dish, Spiral pasta with a bolognaise sauce and i also tried making some mutton consomme and for dessert, a peach butter cake. The consomme turned out okay, except that the seasoning wasn't enough. The rest of the meal is great.

Now it's 8 and i don't know what to do. What should i do?

Kicking Ass in Style

Watched the movie 'Kick Ass' just now with a few of my college classmates. Like the title of the movie, it was kick ass. Hands down, the movie was a steal even if i payed 11 bucks for it. It's a combination of lame shitty jokes, kick ass fight scenes involving an eleven year old girls killing mafias (yes, she's a little girl and she killed men using a variety of weapons varying from the normal handgun to a kitchen knife), nerds in a comic book store and Nicholas Cage kicking ass! Went into the cinema around 5 mins late so i couldn't really get the story at first. Everything else was awesome. It's a movie that everyone would love, except for the faint hearted ones. Kick Ass !~!

Finally back to the Fantasy

I'm finally home, it's been awhile since i sat in this room and boy do I miss it. The nice and comfy chair, the cooling breeze of the air con, the fluffy pillows and this sleek computer of mine.

I came home 2 days ago using my normal transports from usj2, the U63 bus from usj2 to KL Sentral and from there, the ERL to Putrajaya. Being home is nice and all but it's kinda boring, it has only been 2 days since i came back and i'm missing the perks of staying in Subang. The overpriced foods, the sweat and injuries from futsal, the laughs i had with my friends, those are the things that made me come back to Subang again and again.

I bought the Final Fantasy 13 game for my ps3. The price was rm190, a little pricey but who cares? I know i don't care after seeing the graphics. I'm up to chapter 11 so far, the game is quite easy compared to the predecessors but the graphics is just, WOW! Even the normal cutscenes could make the FF12 look like child's play. I have to admit though, the gameplay kinda sucks if i compare it to FF7. The whole 'World Map' is no more and you can't even go back to the areas in the earlier chapter unless you restart the game. The battle system maybe kinda hard to grasp at first, but after u catch on, it's just a matter of mashing the circle button. Can't say too much though, I'm just halfway there. One thing i got to say though, Vanile! You're fucking annoying!!

Gonna continue playing now, hope you enjoy my so called review of Final Fantasy 13.