21 hours. What could this mean? Is it the time spent for me to finish a game? Nope. If you've read this blog since last year, you would know straight away what this is about. I've written a few posts similar to this one. So what is this about? It is about my abnormal sleeping habits.
21 hours is the amount of hours I slept. Yep, I slept for 21 hours straight. Unbelievable but if I am not mistaken, this is the 2nd time I did it. But this time is a bit different. I am feeling the backlashes. Now, after 20 minutes of waking up. I am feeling super hungry, super tired, super lazy, a massive headache is present as well and I AM STILL HUNGRY EVEN IF I JUST ATE SOMETHING!!
Aigoo, I'm just gonna leave it at that. What was my body thinking!! Sleeping like there's no tomorrow. Sigh.
Friday, December 7, 2012
Monday, December 3, 2012
Retarded Feelings = Growth?
I'm feeling quite retarded lately. I've been pissed at so many people and things lately and I've come to a conclusion that all these hatred could easily be placed somewhere else. I just went about it the wrong way. So what can I say? I feel retarded of course. All these nonsense I called problems are not that big either. Clearly, I got carried away and start blaming people because it was as easy as blinking.
Moral of the story is, I should have stopped to think a bit and think about the other people's feelings. I need to learn to read the situation in another perspective, not just mine. A bit late now but it is still better than never. Kinda weird that I'm writing something different than a rant here. Don't get confused, I'm still gonna write more rants but I'm just saying that I'll learn to make it more reasonable.
So in conclusion, less one sided rants based on just my feelings, and more rationalized rants. Still rants, but its gonna be more just and balanced. :)
Moral of the story is, I should have stopped to think a bit and think about the other people's feelings. I need to learn to read the situation in another perspective, not just mine. A bit late now but it is still better than never. Kinda weird that I'm writing something different than a rant here. Don't get confused, I'm still gonna write more rants but I'm just saying that I'll learn to make it more reasonable.
So in conclusion, less one sided rants based on just my feelings, and more rationalized rants. Still rants, but its gonna be more just and balanced. :)
Saturday, November 17, 2012
Is it worth it?
Okay I've actually written around a page worth of words about how bad my day went but I guess God is still not satisfied. Somehow all that I've written was erased by a browser malfunction and there wasn't any auto save. Fuck my life. Sometimes life just gives you lemons. Super sour lemons at that. But I guess I have to get through it even if I have to put a sour face for it.
Oh well. FYI it was totally not worth it. The things I did in relation to what happened at the end of the day.
Oh well. FYI it was totally not worth it. The things I did in relation to what happened at the end of the day.
Thursday, November 1, 2012
Food Writing?
Hello all, something other than a rant today. As you all know, I'm taking a course in Culinary Management and in the course, I've stumbled upon the topic of food writing. Kinda interesting to know that there are many things you could do by simply writing about food. I love to write, when it's in the form of a story or just a rant. Not when it is a report or some sort of academic article. So writing professionally seems a bit hard for me. But last week, in a class of mine, a lecturer of mine asked everyone in the class to write something related to food, preferably a food experience that we've had.
I'm a lazy student, doing work in class just doesn't fit my bill. But when you're in a class of 6, you don't have a choice. So write I did. The fact that I was writing was already amazing, what I managed to write in 15 minutes though, was a miracle. Kinda made me interested in writing a bit more than before.
I'm just gonna post what I wrote here. The title is shady because I just can't think of anything better. So here it is, Best Kebab Ever!
A few minutes before sundown, right at the end of Ramadhan. I was eagerly waiting at the table full of food. One dish in particular was making me salivate beyond control. The chicken kebab.
It's a simple dish but with the steam coming from it, the tatziki sauce dripping on the plate, and the bits of chicken visible from the side. It feels like it was teasing me.
Almost fainting with hunger, I heard the announcement on the radio which signals the end of the fasting day. Without even thinking, I grabbed the kebab and shoved it into my mouth,
The first thing I felt was pain. It wasn't smart of me to eat a piping hot kebab right way so I waited again, now feeling like the kebab was laughing at me. After rigorous blowing and patient waiting. I took another bite.
The warm chicken paired with the garlic tatziki along with the crunchy lettuce was just like heaven at that moment. Without realizing, I finished the kebab and regretted not buying another. To this day, I can't think of another kebab that is better.
A very small piece but considering that I had only 15 minutes, I think I did pretty well. And it was my first try at it too! What do you think? Leave your comments below and if I get good responses, I might just pursue this as a career choice. Thinking too far ahead but I gotta start somewhere. Till then, that's all for now. Bye!
I'm a lazy student, doing work in class just doesn't fit my bill. But when you're in a class of 6, you don't have a choice. So write I did. The fact that I was writing was already amazing, what I managed to write in 15 minutes though, was a miracle. Kinda made me interested in writing a bit more than before.
I'm just gonna post what I wrote here. The title is shady because I just can't think of anything better. So here it is, Best Kebab Ever!
A few minutes before sundown, right at the end of Ramadhan. I was eagerly waiting at the table full of food. One dish in particular was making me salivate beyond control. The chicken kebab.
It's a simple dish but with the steam coming from it, the tatziki sauce dripping on the plate, and the bits of chicken visible from the side. It feels like it was teasing me.
Almost fainting with hunger, I heard the announcement on the radio which signals the end of the fasting day. Without even thinking, I grabbed the kebab and shoved it into my mouth,
The first thing I felt was pain. It wasn't smart of me to eat a piping hot kebab right way so I waited again, now feeling like the kebab was laughing at me. After rigorous blowing and patient waiting. I took another bite.
The warm chicken paired with the garlic tatziki along with the crunchy lettuce was just like heaven at that moment. Without realizing, I finished the kebab and regretted not buying another. To this day, I can't think of another kebab that is better.
A very small piece but considering that I had only 15 minutes, I think I did pretty well. And it was my first try at it too! What do you think? Leave your comments below and if I get good responses, I might just pursue this as a career choice. Thinking too far ahead but I gotta start somewhere. Till then, that's all for now. Bye!
Monday, October 29, 2012
Why I hate group work
Hello again people, back for another rant, safe to say that this blog is just for rants now, might be more soon but I only have the mood to write when I'm badmouthing people. Yeah, as the title suggests, I hate working in a group. Specifically, I hate working in a group for assignments. I just hate it.
I know for a fact that I'm one of the laziest person ever, but I can vouch for myself that I still finish my work, on time too! But when it is for a group, I can't just let my laziness be the other people's downfall so I try to do some work early, even if I still drag on the work. But this time, I can't take it. Went to a meeting and the only thing we did there was copy and paste. Seriously, I could even do that in my sleep if I want to. What the fuck is that even worth doing for? You just say "Eee I don't wanna do this. Eee this is hard." and you can just dish it out on the rest of us. Okay I'm at fault for choosing the hard one because I don't trust these people but I'm sure you can relate.
I'm being an asshole here when I'm saying that I feel superior to them in this sense. So what if they read this. I'm voicing out my opinion. It's a free world the last time I check, people can still voice their opinions freely. Yeah I feel some ideas they give are dumb, yes I'm just being self-centered when I say that. Thinking that I'm always right doesn't help either. But when you actually see what we even did there, we might as well do it through text messaging, I would still be pissed, but at least I could be pissed in my room.
Fuck, I'm so furious right now. I respect people who can work in groups. Seriously. I'm smug, I know, and its a mistake as well to selfishly try to lead this group. No one wanted to do it, why the heck should I just let these people lead me to failure. Even if I fail this subject, I wouldn't mind since I tried, I can safely say that I try doing what I think is right and if that's not enough, guess all the bad things I said about myself is true. I might just be too smug to notice it.
*sigh* Can't really bother to care anymore. Even thinking of the small things you guys did are pissing me off. Maybe I really can't work with one of you anymore. Even the things I tried to do to help him are just being brushed off. Plus, he can even say I didn't try to help. (This will sound weird but I just need to say it) HELLO SIR! You yourself haven't been coming to class, I don't care if its because you had food poisoning, you woke up late or your toilet's occupied. You don't say that I didn't say anything when you yourself didn't even listen to what I said. "You didn't say anything also!" MY ASS!
That's the end of the rant for today. I'm just gonna let off some steam by cursing in the shower. Bye people!
I know for a fact that I'm one of the laziest person ever, but I can vouch for myself that I still finish my work, on time too! But when it is for a group, I can't just let my laziness be the other people's downfall so I try to do some work early, even if I still drag on the work. But this time, I can't take it. Went to a meeting and the only thing we did there was copy and paste. Seriously, I could even do that in my sleep if I want to. What the fuck is that even worth doing for? You just say "Eee I don't wanna do this. Eee this is hard." and you can just dish it out on the rest of us. Okay I'm at fault for choosing the hard one because I don't trust these people but I'm sure you can relate.
I'm being an asshole here when I'm saying that I feel superior to them in this sense. So what if they read this. I'm voicing out my opinion. It's a free world the last time I check, people can still voice their opinions freely. Yeah I feel some ideas they give are dumb, yes I'm just being self-centered when I say that. Thinking that I'm always right doesn't help either. But when you actually see what we even did there, we might as well do it through text messaging, I would still be pissed, but at least I could be pissed in my room.
Fuck, I'm so furious right now. I respect people who can work in groups. Seriously. I'm smug, I know, and its a mistake as well to selfishly try to lead this group. No one wanted to do it, why the heck should I just let these people lead me to failure. Even if I fail this subject, I wouldn't mind since I tried, I can safely say that I try doing what I think is right and if that's not enough, guess all the bad things I said about myself is true. I might just be too smug to notice it.
*sigh* Can't really bother to care anymore. Even thinking of the small things you guys did are pissing me off. Maybe I really can't work with one of you anymore. Even the things I tried to do to help him are just being brushed off. Plus, he can even say I didn't try to help. (This will sound weird but I just need to say it) HELLO SIR! You yourself haven't been coming to class, I don't care if its because you had food poisoning, you woke up late or your toilet's occupied. You don't say that I didn't say anything when you yourself didn't even listen to what I said. "You didn't say anything also!" MY ASS!
That's the end of the rant for today. I'm just gonna let off some steam by cursing in the shower. Bye people!
Sunday, October 21, 2012
Too DIM to SUM it all up
Hi all, back again for another food update. Today, I went and had dim sum with a bunch of my friends in Shark Fin Inn. If I were to sum it all in one word, it would be insufficient.
I had an embarrassing start, went to Shark Fin House instead of Inn and I had to put on my red face and walk out of that crowded place. It was cool though because 3 of my friends did the same mistake. Hah, talk about a funny experience.
Okay okay, lets get to the food. Sorry to say but I'm not the type of guy who likes to take pictures of food, especially when its not made by me. As you all know, I can't eat pork so I'm just gonna list down food that I ate because I'm too lazy to talk about it one by one.
(In no particular order)
1. Chicken Feet, (with some red sauce)
2. Prawn Chee Cheong Fan (I DON'T KNOW HOW TO SPELL THAT SHIT)
3. Some prawn thingy
4. Hakka something (Again, I don't know these chinese names)
5. Golden Sand
6. Some Lotus Paste bun
7. Egg tart!!!
8. A WHOLE LOT OF TEA
Lol, so yeah, it was not enough. It's not like everything's big, as it is called dim sum, everything comes in a small plate. With that, I can only eat so much. BUT THAT EGG TART WAS GOOD! I wish I can have more egg tarts... especially the Portuguese ones. But oh well, I didn't have to pay for the pork dishes so yay!
After that I went to Sensory Lab for some coffee. Had a bunch of random talks with my friends and it was awesome. Coffee and company, what more could anyone want? Wish they have these coffee establishments in Malaysia. Not some massive chain companies like Starbucks where kids go there to study because there's free wi-fi and air conditioning. If it's like that, I might as well go drink coffee in my house. Better internet and I would have a huge ass TV if I ever get bored.
Oh well, that's all for now. Thank for reading and I'll catch you later.
I had an embarrassing start, went to Shark Fin House instead of Inn and I had to put on my red face and walk out of that crowded place. It was cool though because 3 of my friends did the same mistake. Hah, talk about a funny experience.
Okay okay, lets get to the food. Sorry to say but I'm not the type of guy who likes to take pictures of food, especially when its not made by me. As you all know, I can't eat pork so I'm just gonna list down food that I ate because I'm too lazy to talk about it one by one.
(In no particular order)
1. Chicken Feet, (with some red sauce)
2. Prawn Chee Cheong Fan (I DON'T KNOW HOW TO SPELL THAT SHIT)
3. Some prawn thingy
4. Hakka something (Again, I don't know these chinese names)
5. Golden Sand
6. Some Lotus Paste bun
7. Egg tart!!!
8. A WHOLE LOT OF TEA
Lol, so yeah, it was not enough. It's not like everything's big, as it is called dim sum, everything comes in a small plate. With that, I can only eat so much. BUT THAT EGG TART WAS GOOD! I wish I can have more egg tarts... especially the Portuguese ones. But oh well, I didn't have to pay for the pork dishes so yay!
After that I went to Sensory Lab for some coffee. Had a bunch of random talks with my friends and it was awesome. Coffee and company, what more could anyone want? Wish they have these coffee establishments in Malaysia. Not some massive chain companies like Starbucks where kids go there to study because there's free wi-fi and air conditioning. If it's like that, I might as well go drink coffee in my house. Better internet and I would have a huge ass TV if I ever get bored.
Oh well, that's all for now. Thank for reading and I'll catch you later.
Tuesday, October 16, 2012
Almost officially dead, and the noob and the noober
Hello all again. It has been so long isn't it? Well, I'm just here to bitch about something because I can't do it on twitter or facebook. *laughs*
So let's get it started. This is a game rant so people who don't know what I'm talking about, sorry in advance. I just hate it when noobs, (the term noob is so loose here since I can't be called good yet) go complain about other players when they themselves aren't performing. It's like... complaining why the garbage man didn't pick up the garbage when you yourself didn't take the garbage out. It's just pointless. If you're so good like you say, why have I never seen you do as well as... hurm let me think for a bit.... that guy over there? The best among our team? or let's just even say me. If you're not doing that well in the game, even if you're so good and just having a bad day, just admit its your fault. Shit man, you're so low on the proficiency level of the game and you're talking like you're the best. I might be like you sometimes but at least I know my shits. Be a bit humble and just practice, you'll be amazed at how well you can do if you just shut it and just concentrate on your problems instead of others.
Sigh, such a long rant, and right after a long absence. I'm sorry. This blog seems like it's dying. I have tons of assignment due in these next few weeks so I might be writing more than what I should. Let's see. I forgot how calming writing here feels like. See you some other time then, if I ever write again.
So let's get it started. This is a game rant so people who don't know what I'm talking about, sorry in advance. I just hate it when noobs, (the term noob is so loose here since I can't be called good yet) go complain about other players when they themselves aren't performing. It's like... complaining why the garbage man didn't pick up the garbage when you yourself didn't take the garbage out. It's just pointless. If you're so good like you say, why have I never seen you do as well as... hurm let me think for a bit.... that guy over there? The best among our team? or let's just even say me. If you're not doing that well in the game, even if you're so good and just having a bad day, just admit its your fault. Shit man, you're so low on the proficiency level of the game and you're talking like you're the best. I might be like you sometimes but at least I know my shits. Be a bit humble and just practice, you'll be amazed at how well you can do if you just shut it and just concentrate on your problems instead of others.
Sigh, such a long rant, and right after a long absence. I'm sorry. This blog seems like it's dying. I have tons of assignment due in these next few weeks so I might be writing more than what I should. Let's see. I forgot how calming writing here feels like. See you some other time then, if I ever write again.
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